Right now, I am still not sure about what I want to write about. Based on the different prompts, I am leaning more towards the fifth prompt. Throughout our past few months with Tolstoy, I have really enjoyed relating Tolstoy’s work to my own life. Although the characters in the book are living in Russia in the 1800s, a completely different world from the one I currently live in, I still feel that many of the themes touched on are still relatable.
One theme that resonated with me was familial pressures. Throughout the book, different families, including the Rostovs, Prince Vassily, and Boris’s mother, have pressured characters to pursue a certain life path. Whether it was regarding arranged marriages or pressures about the characters’ careers, familial pressure has been a recurring theme. I think this is especially relatable right now because we are currently in a transitional period. This is the first time I have really began to seriously think about my life after high-school, pertaining to college and even beyond that. Especially around the college process, I have experienced my fair share of familial pressure. Additionally, I have had more serious conversations with my family about what I want to do in life, and although they are not explicitly pressuring me like Countess Rostov, I still understand, to some extent, what some of the characters are going through.
Similarly, another idea that has resonated with me is the search for your purpose. Andrei and Pierre primarily struggle with this. Many other characters grapple with this problem as well, but the book is more focused on Andrei and Pierre’s journey. As I continue to think about what life will be in the next year or the next five years, I am amazed by how long and windy Andrei and Pierre’s paths were. It was not without severe obstacles or changes in their perspectives. It showed me that I will not be interested or engaged in the same things for my whole life. There will be change, and I am going to need to embrace it.
I feel that Tolstoy dedicates alot of the book to the idea of finding your purpose and future, also including how different factors could pressure you to go in certain directions. This seems incredibly applicable to my life right now.
